I LOVE YOU week 12

WOW 12 weeks.. I know almost every week I start off with WOW.. but its just as true this week as last.. Its amazing.. while growing up, I heard Adults say "dont wish your life away, it goes by so fast" and now, as an adult I know exactly what they meant.
12 weeks can fly by you and you hardly even notice.

I have had such a rocky 12 weeks... so up and down up and down.. sick, not sick, sick not sick and then the hormones... but, every single second of it all was worth ... When I see that smile on her pretty face, I would go through it all , all over again.

The past few days not feeling so well, I have been reflecting alot on my love for my children.. How thankful I am to have such wonderful children, How blessed I am to have had them at all.
I love them so insanely... I start to get hard on myself feeling like I am just going through the motions because I havent felt so well. How I want to be better for them.. do more with them...
I will get there.. I am getting better EVERYday.. and while I am still not 100% I am seeing glimpses of myself for longer stretches at a time. I am so thankful for that.

Anyways.. I am sappy today and this could VERY well turn into a MUSHY over reactive Post...

I LOVE YOU BECAUSE....

You are the prettiest butterfly I have EVER seen :)

Gabriel makes you laugh so hard~

You bring a softer side to our "Tough guy" Kaleb

We are all so blessed to have you and love you SOO VERY VERY MUCH... we thank the Lord each day for you.. for all of you.