I think I have forgot

I am thinking I forgot how to blog. I have tried several times since getting access to the internet, I just couldn't get anything to come out.
My fingers moved but, it was mumbo jumbo.

I was gone for a long while due to my computer getting a virus... I then recieved a computer from my aunt and uncle and that got a virus and then I got my old computer back from my brother in law who fixed it and, it wouldn't connect to the internet... Sigh... so, We bought a new laptop at tax time.

I have to say that I was sort of anti laptop for some time. I didnt think I would like it... not at all. I have used peoples laptops in the past and I had found them to be uncomfortable...but, I have to admit that, I am LOVING it. I very much enjoy sitting up in bed and reading blogs or facebooking.
I find it very exciting to watch a vidoe on youtube from the comforts of my bed. I have also noticed that, it has kept me off of the computer more, tho I was certian it would have done the opposite.

Anyway.... life is flying by...
We had a scare with my dad that leaves me rejoicing.... My dad had had a stroke or so we thought. We were told it was a stroke and he would be fine, had weakness in his left side but, seemed some days to be doing great.
one day however, He was having stroke like symptoms again and was rushed to the hospital where, we were told he had a tumor on his brain.
WHAT? they told us that he didn't strokes at all, but that this tumor was putting pressure on the part of the brain and it was causing stroke symptoms... they at first werent sure cancer or not... we were going to have a big family meeting with the Drs and discuss more when they knew more. It was a Thursday that I got a call and was told they were doing the surgery the next day, that they did think it was cancer but, they were keeping that fact from my father. They didnt want to upset him until they knew forsure.
We drove the two hours up to go and see him before his surgery. It was a hard drive... I thought we were getting a death sentance. It was hard to imagine my daddy having brain surgery and him being in pain and having to go through CANCER.
Before his surgery , I had to leave his room. I got really panicky and shakey. I had to leave, I left and prayed, and prayed and prayed... finally, I felt better and was able to go and see him before they took him for the surgery.
The surgery went on and we waited.... and waited and waited... finally, a nurse came out to talk to us. She explained that my dad did NOT have a tumor, it was bleed on the brain due to the stroke... and it was old blood ... WHAT???? my dad had people all over praying for him and I believe that was the Lord... plain and simple. what a marvolous thing..... We are so blessed. I cant stop rejoicing ....
Anyway.... I wanted to check in... Hopefully life will slow down a smidge and I wll get back into the bloggy world again... for now,I feel like a fish out of water for some reason. I will get it back I am sure.